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cydniey's podcast|cydniey - another exchange Episode
published as:if you knew, what would it be to you?It’s almost too 2D for me, my man . . .
This thing we have instead of conversation
I can sense but can't quite hold that hint
To a question backed by vague fear . . .
But I've got a great grip on the mind-closing
Accusation of weary disappointment.
When do you know that you're going the wrong way
When you've got tunnel vision?
I am not what you thought.
Your assumptions were dead wrong.
You could make a beautiful mistake
You could shut up and listen to all that I say
Because even if I tell it all it will never be enough.
I am different than you made my vision
And I am better, if well hidden and
Anything that really matters I will never tell you.
You will know because you can't help it
And they don't mind it, the ones who've stayed.
Ready made and ready to go -
Looking for the complete package
A fantasy all prepared for you
Without effort or growth from either . . .
I’mnot done yet, never plan to be
But I recognize what I don't understand
I gravitate toward it and give myself to it
I take from it all it will give and I never accuse.
I think to myself that the true persevere
And it's better to bleed when the wound is still small.
I will mislead you if you bother to ask,
I will endeavor to chase you away.
I will play all the games up front and
I promise to get it all over then just to see
Whose still standing, waiting, yearning
And then, my friend, I will give up my soul
To be your best resource for those secret things
You have never admitted to wanting.
[ Tue, 29 Aug 2006 03:10:09 GMT ]
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